I’m headed to Girl’s Retreat for Catalyst right after work today. I have to admit that Mark forced me to come to a decision to go. The sad part is that I know I need to go, but I’m totally fighting God and wanting to give into my own selfish desires to stay home and relax in my house.
I know the retreat will be so awesome to mentor and share with the girls of our youth group, but even as I write this post I’m wrestling with my bad attitude. I am a giving person in terms of material things, but when it comes to giving time – I’m very resistant. I know God is working that out in me. I know I need to be obedient. I know I need to sacrifice….I just don’t want to. Is it really obedience if you go kicking and screaming?